Confession forecast

It is a wonderful experience to go inside earth. Earlier I imagined of just going in sky, flying in sky, going in stars. Just now I went in Earth. Inside everything that I used to enjoy, I went. But then I used to enjoy the dream of my travel to heaven also, to sky also.

Well, I found myself now trying to prove that I am actually doing that through earth. This means one thing at least - I enjoyed going inside earth and now I tried to recreate that feeling.

But, the point is whether this is the best way for me? Don’t know? Don’t know what is best for me? I am sad.

Don’t know what will happen. Don’t know. It’s useless. I also have a feeling... I don't want... I want to be the very best. Now what? Again I don't know.

I want to be successful. Successful in whatever I do whenever I do. How will that happen? How will I do that? Will I ever do that?

How to have that? How to do that? Don’t know. No use. How to? I want a lot of money without getting involved in earning money. Let us see how that will happen.

I must publish everything because that will make me rich. I don't know how but it will I guess. This is my belief. My belief can never be wrong. I am always correct.

Earning money is a divine cause.

I want to earn a lot of money. That could be the reason I wrote that.

I just fell in a daydream while writing. I dreamt that I have become successful with a lot of money.

Now, I am trying to remove the guilt feeling from the way I earned money.

Will I ever be able to remove that??? I guess, no.

Life is so meaningless. I have earned so much but that innocent person in me is lost who used to be happy for small things.

What’s the use of all this? Nothing.

Life is again back to square one. One additional step back from where I was earlier. Now I don't know what I want. I am searching that. Let me find out. Then, the cycle will be repeated once again.

This will go on. I confess… Will go on for ever.